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crac-cked up at12:42*

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Very often, humans confidently believe that they are the masters of their own fate, but have we ever stopped to ponder if everything in life was fated, and that we had been , since many centuries ago, been manipulated by the iron fists of some heavenly figure high up in the turqouise skies? Have we ever wondered, despite our current standard of affluence, that we were merely puppets of this vicious cyycle of schemes? I'm one of them, one of the unaware, but gradually growing aware population of people who are fumbling away in life, wondering how things for others can go so smoothly, whereas mine is filled with trials and tribulations. Perhaps I am one of the pathetic victims of this plot of destinies. Sleepy now, but this sleep will bring me into a land of enchanted rivers, streams and wooden cottages. I will sleep forever, escaping from the destiny of my cruel fate. But WHAT IF THERE IS A TWIST AT THE END OF THE STORY??? the story of my life. never told.

crac-cked up at07:47*

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Could not do that wretched emrichment survey on the apple computer in the mac lab, and was utterly frustrated:((( Feeling especially downcast today, with this nagging feeling that something isn't going well, yet I don't know what that is. Maybe sometimes, we really don't have a say in our destinies, and can only follow the flow of the water in order not to invite unneccesary trouble for ourselves. Pearlyn and Elissa are currently working very hard on our MMC Animation website(my foot! elissa is seizing every opportunity she finds to surf the net and take a peek at her dearest night, whose pictures she searches for online all day. I bet he is currently dominating her handphone wallpaper, computer background, screensaver animation, wall poster, and the only picture in her wallet), and Pearlyn is trying to draw water droplets for the website design. Pearlyn's words suddenly struck me like a hammer on a thin sheet of metal, causing an everlasting depression on its originally smooth and even surface. THE ENGLISH COMPO MUST BE COMPLETED IN 2 DAYS TIME!!!!!!! And my silly group still does not have an idea as to what we are going to do, though there were a few silly and (unfeasible) suggestions here and there, and the individual essay does not improve the situation in anyway....

crac-cked up at05:50*

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(my new meegos couple from www2.meegos.com)

Humans are unfathomable creatures. The big K sitting just beside me in class is one living example, one who tears one moment and breaks out in hysterical laughter the next. P is also another, a little like a two-headed Janus, who can be seething with anger over the slightest things and also laughing her head off and making a joke out of nothing. Anyway, we had our humans quiz finals today, and managed to clinch 3rd prize by a real weeny margin, and my fingers were crossed so hard that they almost broke. The history and maths tests tomorrow are weighing heavily in my mind now, and i can no longer find any reason to be sitting here crapping about some stuff irrelevant to my doomsday tomorrow.

-cells' internal dispute

crac-cked up at07:49*

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Had to stay back for NJRC competition today (under pearlyn's instructions of having to do research on the topic of WATER in Singapore), and we did, although most of the time was spent on playing neopets games, and Kexin appeared to be the most amusing with her curses over her unsuccessful attempts at meerca chase2. A waste of time, really. Had to postpone my tuition by several hours just for this, and my mother was so irritated by my frequent changing of schedules that she started on a whole new bethoven's symphony of scoldings.
Following that, I went with e-hui and kexin to J8, only realising it to be a terrible decision as they tortured me mentally, trying to extort a whopping $10 from me for their Macs meal. And K was the most overboard, fancy ordering an ADULT meal when she had the students' special to choose from. How infuriating!!! And to think I thought e-hui would be the more understanding one, but instead she ganged up with K to snatch my monetary possesions from me (sob sob sob). And ON THE BUS... they simply shot off their mouths about the various affairs of mine with it1,2,&3 which they imagined and I became the victim of their joy and amusement. The scene on the road where they walked back and forth and had me fooled into thinking they were going to the same stop as pearlyn was rather laughable too, especially when they realised that all that was actually under the watchful eye of Mrs Jiang who was coincidentally on her way back to school, and had been walking along the opposite stretch of road. Hahahahahahaha. goodbye:P

crac-cked up at06:49*

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haven't blogged for ages and am currently being forced at gunpoint by YU KEXIN TO BLOG. DIDN'T EXPECT COM LAB 3 TO BE SO CROWDED , filled with wu liao people anyway. just visited the com lab for our humanitites quiz tomorrow...unbelievable! the whole array of apple Mac os computers, all white and shiny, and the feel of the keyboard, although i didn't get to type anything, but to press the keyboard stupidly after everyone else was done and hear that dang dang dang dang sound from the com. it's a pity the humans. quiz will have to be done INDIVIDUALLY as i can well predict the outcome now----i'll probably fail the whole thing, as previous quizzes amongst the group, where i could only answer 1 qn out of 10 already gave me the psychological preparation for my disastrous results. Kexin just said something, although i am not too sure what that was . I guess she was probably cursing the web page for taking so long to load, and the words came out of her mouth unknowingly, subconsciously, and perhaps she'll break out into a fierce denial when we ask her. just so typical of her. self-denial. and i suddenly have run out of things to say. bye bye. i guess i won't be blogging tomorrow, or even several weeks from now unless another kexin comes along and starts coercing me to blog.

3.38 pm tearful cookie monster bids everyone goodbye

crac-cked up at04:16*

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